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INDUCTION – don’t try and read this

INDUCTION – don’t try and read this

PLEASE don’t try to imagine yourself taking a long, slow breath as you slipped right into your own comfort zone, that’s right, up….or down….(you can adjust it to fit), so you’ll be ready for your next step, or you could leave that idea just over there because it’ll be right where you left it when you come back to that.

Can’t you see what happens when you  l i s t e n  to your self relaxing, relaxing so easily… that your body is becoming so…. oh! but please don’t take that next step down now, not just yet…. because there’s some very important business to attend to first, and you could take a moment, (or a very long while), to notice the time, and you could really pay attention to your self when I ask you “How are you feeling now?”

Are you remembering to breathe?

You know, as you continue to Breathe, I wonder when you’ll discover just how automatically supported you are, really, that You’ll just keep Breathing in and out, so easily, that you can forget all about doing that and let yourself just keep remembering that your breathing is taking care of you, while you take a look at this….

Here it is,… here’s that picture of you, maybe you’ve been looking all over for it and it was there right in front of you, showing you exactly how you appear right now, gently making your way towards something that’s so important to you,… that’s right, just ahead,  I hear you thinking, what’s that sound?, …it’s just audible enough to remind you to really notice how curious it is that time is slipping by like silk ribbons through your fingers and the sheer pleasure of discovering yourself drifting through time is something that you can enjoy in so many ways that remind you of what it is that you really wanted to get so clear about now, to discover all those new ideas that really inspired you and helped you to pay attention to the best ways that you create new choices, and how you’d already achieved all those goals.

If you’d listened now to the small sounds, to the tone of comfort that you’d already created for yourself, you might have heard the rhythm and the quality of your own resources, nourishing you with fresh and new ways to discover the increase in your energy so that you can enjoy it right now, and as you began travelling, and really lifted yourself in so many ways that stirred your creative abilities and your awareness with such purpose and attention that if you were to take just….one….more…breath, you would find yourself wide awake NOW… in a fragrant landscape of new opportunities, totally refreshed in the conscious realm of possibilities as you opened your mind to be fully here right now…

CROW

CROW

CROW

Circle-centre, wagon wheeled hub of ridicule. Lord of eyes and limbs of awkward innocence hidden in indigo richness of unfolded gifts. Self-stabbing, sharp craving suppression, aversion to echoed stones of stupid words aimed at the softest joy-heart of curious genius

Singled, for downpayment, out-cast for the part. Congealed, powered by surrendered thought. Driven under, mined into chaotic asylum

Brave small beauty, wander away now. Dance it out,  all eyes to the open ground, nestled to the thump of loving crept so far close. Peace dreamer, drummed visions arcing, in this clear deep port of opportunity, gently,  in widening strides of the circle centre

In the Darkness… Beacons of Light

In the Darkness… Beacons of Light


The temperature changed quite dramatically as the light quickly faded into a close radiance of a single flame. Time ceased to exist, all sound had disappeared after the door to the outside world had been completely sealed. The tiny flame burned constantly in a small bowl of oil, maintaining it’s steady glow upon the smooth black basalt of an enormous figure of Osiris, a figure whose shadowy presence dictated the atmospheric purpose of the small chamber.

The dryness of the air caused a shallowness of breathing whilst in the chamber of Priests, and each hour dragged past in a confusion of time.“Was it day or night?” Long after the funeral procession had left the temple, the only sounds remaining in the underground chamber had been the soft shuffling of bare feet upon the white sand that lay scattered across the floor. Even these soft sounds seemed to be swallowed up in the heavily concentrated attention of the priests.

At an agreed stage of the procession, they had entered into a meditative silence which allowed them the opportunity to communicate in a far more complex and sophisticated language. Their thoughts flowed in a sharing of energies. The enormous stone sarcophagus lay in the centre of a sacred burial room, far above the chamber of Priests, and they commenced their ritual in a ceremony of preparation that would stretch into days and nights. All of their training would be necessary now to assist them in their long abstinence from food, water or rest. The High Priest made the first incision as a pungent smoke poured out from the clay censer, filling the chamber.

Each priest carried his own supply of precious unguents and anointing oils that were magically prepared from cedarwood, frankincense and myrrh, the expensive and small golden globules of tree-resins that were carried to Egypt from far away and ground into a fragrant paste of aromatic richness. Blending the bittersweet camphor-lemon smells with the overwhelming stench of an opened body was as familiar to the priests as the yeasty smell of new-baked bread is to the baker. Releasing the viscera, the High Priest made note of the way in which the man’s organs lay, checking the size and colour of his liver and heart, as the priest-scribe dutifully made his symbolic markings upon the papyrus. Each jar received it’s wrapped organs into a fluid of oils and resins that had been prepared especially for the purpose of preserving human tissue indefinitely.

As the priests completed their linen wrapping of the onwards journeying guest, they recognised that the time had finally come for them to make the resonant sounds of voices blended in a harmony of tones. A powerful sound that would vibrate and carry the soul of their guest into a tunnel of transformation, a powerful sound that would vibrate and carry the body of their guest up and into it’s enormous sarcophagus in the burial room above. Placing the magnificent death-mask upon the face and head of the now mummified body, the High Priest began to intone the long chant of initiation. His voice rose and fell in a rhythmic pattern of such commanded energies that each priest automatically aligned himself with the initiation chant and commenced a long and complicated cycle of tonal sound and sequenced breathing until all light faded, all time faded, and every atomic molecule within the chamber let go it’s agreed contract of orbital attraction and repulsion.

All tension fell away and a doorway opened into the subtle regions of the space in-between. Anubis maintained the fixed-design pattern sequence of every priest’s living essence as his chanting continued to hold the doorway open for them to journey through and alongside the body, up and into the sacred burial room. With satisfaction he noted that every initiate had easily accomplished the task. Bowing to their High Priest, the entourage completed the long ritual of the burial ceremony as Anubis offered his hand to the newly arising soul to follow him into the dark passageway and on into his next life. The remaining priests slid the lid of the stone sarcophagus closed and  travelled smoothly out of the temple and into the dawning light of a new day.


The CHaRItY of TIME

The CHaRItY of TIME

The CHARITY of TIME

Pitched in the fires of a living hell, they scorched my hard-earned eyes, alive until blind as battle, I lasted for days on end, tho’ you were long gone as I soared across the land, how did I ever find our summoner’s clan?

“This is war” you roared, as the drummers rolled and I have come to claim a boon, good sir, may I come inside for a warm bed and a winter…?

MERMAID PLACENTA

MERMAID PLACENTA

Customarily, it was the women who heard it first. They listened in a flowing together of consciousness as if they had but one mind. The melding happened at the instant they noticed the first subtle difference in the wave tempo.

Hitimai had just given birth to her first child, a daughter, Tuipaha, named for her great grandmother. All the women gathered closely around her as the golden dusk clouded over in a wildly dark cover, blanketing the whole island in a silent cradle of uneasy comfort. Tuipaha made her first mewling sound as a living acknowledgment of her journey’s end, and as she suckled at her mother’s breast all her aunties, and girl cousins offered her their first welcome to life. Each woman and girl came forward and presented her with a gift, an ocean treasure harvested from the last sacred sojourn, and Tuipaha was greatly blessed with each gifting, blessed not only in being surrounded by so much warmth and loving connection to her family, but by the sudden change in the rhythm and sound of the ocean’s pitch. The one-mind of the women surged now, urged on by an awareness of altered weight, a subtle change in the density of the water as it crashed onto the rising sandbar, and each woman knew the call, deep in her belly, and in her being. Hitimai gathered her basket and wrapped a lopa-lopa around her daughter and tied it tightly to her body as she strode down onto the beach. Glittering ripples of tangerine radiance blessed the water with a last, lingering warmth that melted into the purple weight of night. The children’s eyes fell closed, fast and heavily into their full-belly slumbers as the women gathered their baskets and waited until the men finished spreading the last of their nets over the long, low walls of the common hut.

At the very first glance of the women standing along the beach, each woman silent, in company with her own basket, patiently proud in the new moon light, the men also knew. The men saw the call.

The conch blowers began, long and softly, up and along the wide, curving silver ribbon of beach that lay before the village, until the signal brought every man into the collected vigil, the gathering of male instinct, forming the sharing-shield of their own language, the protective one-heart of the men. It pounded in their blood, quickening in the pace and rhythm of duty and strength. To care, and to hold the loving space for the duration of the call, especially for the young ones, was their most sacred promise to the women.

The women’s familiar eyes were gone, their soft and tender faces now seemed suddenly empty and terrifying, wild as the waves, unpredictable as every wind or wonder of the great mystery, deeply disturbing to each and every husband as the long line of their wives strode powerfully into the roaring black sea.

The call had come and now the monstrous waves towered and burst forth, erupting in explosions of churning foam, pounding down and back and out, rolling and swallowing the land, smashing down again and rolling forwards with a thunderous drumming upon the earth that hammered and crashed and sizzled along the line of the break, hissing it’s hoarded waters into wavelets, spreading it’s gargantuan force out wide in relentless gorging of the land’s edge, a mountainous army of waters rushing in a tempest of tidal motion.

The call had come.

The very last of the women to leave was an ancient grandmother, slow and luscious with the velvet of age and speckled years, the heavy olden heaved her basket up onto her breasts and grunted, low and heavy at the sea. She reached into her basket and then her fist hurled a cloud of ash at the ocean. She stamped, lightly and quickly on the sand and her round soft body curved and swaggered it’s hips at the water.

“Kuh-kape, kape, k’shipu, ti ane, no ane wak a pia ngahhh”

Stamping again and chanting again, the olden made the mark, the land line mark, the last point of agreement where the waters would stop and retreat back into the sea, away from the village. The village was the place of her people, her family, her great grandchildren, now warm and deep-sleeping in their clustered huts, but the ocean was the home of her power. As she finished her chant, the men turned away. This was the last part of the call that they were permitted to observe. To stay would break the ptomena, the sacred law, and to do so would cause the rushing waters to submerge the entire village and claim the lives of everyone. Grandmother finished marking the sand, throwing the shells of her sacred workings into the darkness, as she disappeared into the waves. The roaring immediately ceased, and the wind calmed and blew itself out to the horizon, leaving the men to sit and watch the sky and the silhouettes of the palms against the white moonlit sand of the village in the sudden quiet aftermath. The strange sense of loneliness and the tension of their vigil caused an uneasy presence to roam their one-heart until the first bloom of light cast her rose into the dawning of a clear and perfect shore, an azure island of tranquility, a perfect paradise.

Every man’s heart quickened in hope upon each wide and rolling wave for the return…